I am trying so hard to be happy, after all it is his second Birthday. The word Birthday always follows the word Happy. But I am so sad and I hurt. I have missed so of his life and I question if he knows me from heaven.
I love him so much. He is so much apart of me. I wish and pray that we had more time.
Happy 2nd Birthday son. I love you and just want to hold you close today and everyday.
He knows you, absolutely. I can feel your pain. It hurts. Especially as you 'celebrate' his Angel Day. Missing Harrison with you.
ReplyDeletexx
Othen than the mothers of angel babies no one knows how bad this hurts. I would rather feel physical pain than this pain that eats me up from the inside.
ReplyDeleteI can't even begin to imagine how hard the last two years have been on you and your family.
ReplyDeleteI wish I could wave a wand and put him back into your arms.
I know that Harrison can feel the love you are sending him, and watching over you, your husband and E.
I will always remember your little Angel!!